Rat's Lair: Journal

22/07/2024

Feeling goofy today.

09/07/2024

Lately I've been feeling faint, dizzy and exhausted. It's like my legs can't support my body and I'm nearly falling over when I walk. It could be that I'm undereating or it's caffeine withdrawal. Probably both.

07/07/2024

I'll make sure to update the journal more.

I'm really tired today, I'll probably skip dinner. Not hungry anyway.

Is it normal to get different results every time I take the MBTI tests? I'm somehow an INTP, ISTJ and INTJ at the same time. That's the thing: it's made so results will be accurate for literally anyone. It's stupid.

I've started watching Soul Eater. There's a crippling amount of fanservice but I've heard it gets really good.

Pros of Soul Eater:

  • Death the Kid (I love him)
  • Excellent animation
  • The world

Cons:

  • Fanservice

Okay, yeah I'll continue with it.

14/06/2024

I've been attempting to get into more bands, but keep struggling to find anything good.

11/06/2024

I've been into screamo lately

01/06/2024

I was outed as trans yesterday. It wasn't nice to say the least.

30/05/2024

I've started writing a fanfic called "God of the New World", it's a BSD and Death Note crossover/au fic where Fyodor's ability is actually non-existent, he's just the owner of a Death Note, and like Light he takes it upon himself to remove sin from the world

29/05/2024

I've been researching religion, mainly Christianity, for about a month now. I'm still an atheist, but I find it interesting.

26/05/2024

I keep on forgetting to eat

24/05/2024

Found an Evangelion shirt today, didn't get it though because it was tie dye. I hate tie dye

20/05/2024

I've been listening to The Cure a lot lately, especially Just Like Heaven, even though it's not my favourite by them.

19/05/2024

I got the fourth volume of BSD today.

17/05/2024

I'm an athiest and probably always will be, but I find religion very interesting.

13/05/2024

I managed to get a brand-new jigsaw from the charity shop for only £3.

02/05/2024

"I've been waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand

Could these sensations make me feel the pleasures of a normal man?"

These lyrics have been stuck in my head all day.

26/04/2024

Well, well, look who's inside again, went out to look for a reason to hide again

25/04/2024

Today I got some more manga, BSD volume 3 and MP100 volume 9. I also got a Koro sensei keychain.